Quiet Blog

The blog's been quiet - I have been quiet.  Spending my time thinking instead of saying.  We have lots going on - somethings great and somethings not so great.  Nothing I am really ready to share yet, but will soon when the time is right.  Recently a friend of mine said something that has really stuck out in my mind; she said "as much as we think we know about each other, there is so much we really don't know."  So true and things are very rarely as they seem.  It has been a time of change - something I am never good at.  You would think someone who moved nine times during elementary, middle,and high school that I would be VERY adaptable.  Just the opposite, I loath change.  Change is scary to me.  When I was teaching every day was different and you never knew when a new student would walk in.  That change didn't bother me.  I just welcomed my new baby into my classroom and we moved on.  Of course it was crazy gathering supplies and getting info together for the child's family and making the child feel welcome, but it was a good crazy.  Other than that and the change of having babies - change isn't welcomed often in my life.  As I prepare to open up, I need to remind family, friends, readers, that this blog is a journal of my little families life.  It is a journal of daily happenings, thoughts, and feelings.  Never is this blog intended to cause pain to others.  This is why I so often don't write about certain aspects of my life.  So as I go forth and am ready to share my thoughts and feelings, remember these are my thoughts and feelings.  There are things happening in and around my life that are out of my control but still have an impact on my life.  I never set out to publicly hurt others and I don't intend to start now. 

In other news my baby turns two next Friday.  Ahhhh!  Been planning his big Toy Story themed party!  AND the boys have decided at this point what they will be for Halloween - Logan insists on being Thomas the Tank Engine and Austin chose Spiderman (or as he says it piderman).  I bought the costumes today, but have a feeling they will be exchanged before Halloween.  Just want my babies to be happy; however secretly I really wanted them to be Tigger and Pooh (well I wanted to make them be that) and be happy.  Not going to happen they have little opinions now:)