Tomorrow's OB Appt

Tomorrow Brian and I meet with my OB to discuss Placenta Accreta further.  Never in a million years did I think I would be making a list of questions like the following to discuss with my doctor.

Questions I have for OB about Placenta Accerta

Have you treated accreta before? Outcomes

Risks to baby during pregnancy

Risks to self during pregnancy; anything I can do or not do

Will I end up on bed rest? When?

How is the pregnancy monitored?

Chance that baby won’t make it?

Chance I won’t make it?

Third trimester bleeding

Premature delivery?

Will I have a hysterectomy?

What is the c-section going to be like? Will I be awake?

What is the plan?

Resources for me to read more about this

I want to know everything.  I need to know everything.  I have read all I could find on this condition.  I found more than I probably should have.  I have read horrific stories about premature delivery at 28 weeks and the baby not making it and the mother having a hysterectomy never to conceive again.  I go there in my mind and can't come back.  I went shopping today to buy something pink.  I came home empty handed.  Standing in the store looking at dresses, not sure of the outcome, I couldn't buy anything.  Please pray for us.